For the first time I experience a hunger for the word, for worship and more continually being aware of His presence and gentle leading and direction.I am also noticing much less confusion, clarity in thinking and decision making and truly that peace that passes ALL understanding that I have heard about – but now experience to this level. It’s also as if new filters were put over my eye-and-ear gates – deflecting those things that are not from the Lord – Hallelujah!The Lord also restored my hope and He enables me to notice the enemy’s strategies/patterns of attack more clearly – discernment have increased – thank you Lord!

During my school days, orals and presentations were a nightmare. I just could not stand up before the class and say my orals. It was so bad at times that I was not even able to read a book in front of the class. This fear continued into the corporate environment were I was sent on leadership courses and had to present topics with other colleagues. I never past the course, because I never could do the final presentation in front of the examiners. The humiliation and shame was overwhelming. The wound was deep.I found myself back in that exact position behind a lectern (without notes), and as I stood in the safe environment created by the Lord Himself, I felt God’s healing hand touch me as He restored this area in my life. My healing came as I stood publicly before others. I am so blest to have this bondage broken. In stepping out of my comfort zone, God could do the healing.